How often does it happen that sheer excitement and curiosity leads you to do something that is utterly stupid and downright disgusting? You know that it will make you feel bad, hog your mind and take complete control of every single thought and yet you hopelessly choose to walk down that road to nowhere. I wish I had the sensibility to restrain and refrain. Just tell myself, “ Calm down. Take it easy.”
I remember once telling someone , “ But, I don’t wanna know”. Guess I was being blissfully ignorant of my frailties as a normal twenty one year old treading into uncharted territory with a bagful of fears and insecurities. And when they start popping their scary faces with alarming frequency , I am completely defenseless. Wouldn’t it be great if one could just spit them out of one’s system and never have them come back to haunt you ? But no, one can’t, and that’s what makes me sad.
Only the full moon makes life a little easier tonight.
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